Carlos Gardel - Volver


This week, we were looking at the work of Argentinian poet, composer and singer Carlos Gardel.  

Gardel was born in France. His parents were not married and his father denied the child was his. Mother and child moved to South America, to Buenos Aires, when he was two years old, possibly to escape the stigma of being an unmarried mother.


Gardel was good looking, a talented song-writer and had a great baritone voice. He made films, had many lovers and was famous for the tango. It is a sexy dance and he was the right man to sell it.


Like many famous singers, he died in a plane crash. In 1935, the plane he was travelling in crashed in Colombia. Millions of Gardel's fans throughout Latin America went into mourning. Hordes came to pay their respects as his body was taken from Colombia through New York City and Rio de Janeiro. Thousands paid homage during the two days he lay in state in Montevideo, the city in which his mother lived at the time. Gardel's body was buried in Buenos Aires.

This is Volver ... you can see the video here

Volver by Carlos Gardel
  
I can almost see the flicker
Of the lights that in the distance
Mark the way of my returning…
They’re the very ones that lit up,
Their reflections pale and misted,
Many hours of deep pain.
Though it was not what I wanted,
First love makes one always come back again.
The quiet [age-old] street where once the echo told me:
Her life is yours, her love is yours to earn,
Under the stars that mockingly look on me,
And now in their indifference see me return.

Return… with my forehead all wrinkled,
My temples turned silver by time’s falling snow…
To feel… that one’s life is a twinkle,
Twenty years hardly reckon,
And two fevered eyes beckon,
In shadows forestall you
And seek you and call you.
To live… with the soul firmly clinging
To one sweet remembrance
That makes me weep so.

I am frightened of the meeting
With the past that is returning
To confront my life all over.
I am frightened of the night
When my dreams are linked and fleeting
And old mem’ries come to stay.
And yet the trav’ler who’s fleeing
Sooner or later must stop on the way…
And though oblivion, which destroys all being,
Has killed my old hopes, ripping them apart,
Yet I keep hidden a humble hopeful glimmer
That is the only fortune there is in my heart.

Yo adivino el parpadeo
de las luces que a lo lejos
van marcando mi retorno.
Son las mismas que alumbraron
con sus pálidos reflejos
hondas horas de dolor.
Y aunque no quise el regreso
siempre se vuelve al primer amor.
La vieja calle donde me cobijo

tuya es su vida tuyo es su querer.
Bajo el burlón mirar de las estrellas
que con indiferencia hoy me ven volver.

Volver  con la frente marchita
las nieves del tiempo platearon mi sien.
Sentir que es un soplo la vida
que veinte años no es nada
que febril la mirada
errante en las sombras
te busca y te nombra.
Vivir con el alma aferrada
a un dulce recuerdo
que lloro otra vez.

Tengo miedo del encuentro
con el pasado que vuelve
a enfrentarse con mi vida.
Tengo miedo de las noches
que pobladas de recuerdos
encadenen mi soñar.
Pero el viajero que huye
tarde o tempranode tiene su andar.
Y aunque el olvido que todo destruye
haya matado mi vieja ilusión, 
guardo escondida una esperanza humilde
que es toda la fortuna de mi corazón.

Volver  con la frente marchita
las nieves del tiempo platearon mi sien.
Sentir que es un soplo la vida
que veinte años no es nada
que febril la mirada
errante en las sombras
te busca y te nombra.
Vivir con el alma aferrada
a un dulce recuerdo
que lloro otra vez.

And here's Gardel singing Mi Buenos Aires Querido, the poem on Page 33 of Sueños. This is a longer version. 


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